DAY 20, POEM 20: WHAT'S IT BEEN LIKE BEING YOU?

I am waiting but not like
WAITING
more like hoping or
anticipating
because there are only
so many naps one can escape
into in this life
especially the ones
where you fall asleep
so tired you wish
the pillow was part
of your brain
but then you wake up
feeling like you missed it
not dinner not work
not something you wanted
to watch on TV
you missed
everything